rainy days

Oh how I love Oregon but hate the rain! I want some sunshine! I can't believe Aden is 18 months today! Time flies so fast! He loves to read books and tear out the towels! He's also discovered that he can stand on his rocking horse, 4 wheeler, or John Deere Tractor and climb onto things, such as the couch, chaise, and his toy box. He is so full of energy. :) Tony and I have been together for 8 years!! Married for 3 1/2, whew but he's the love of my life!! He is really thinking about being a cop, but I'm not so found of the idea. I know he should do what he wants, but I just can't think of something happening to him, and I'm all alone to raise our kids. I'm just not sure of what I should do. I do know that he needs to talk to someone to see what he needs to do, to start pursing it, if that's what he wants to do. I'm so excited in April we are taking a family (Allen side) trip to the beach! His parents, brother, and wife and daughter, and us!! A weekend away, and with the family should do us some good. We need some good laughs. We've been stressed with money, and doing the bathroom, contacting lawyers. Urg, the list never ends, but this is just a speed bump in the road, we can get over this and we will.